Thanks, everyone.
Took a mental health day and went to see my counselor. To make matters a little more complicated,
I've recenty been diagnosed with bipolar and am adjusting to the meds. I was being treated for
depression and anxiety for years to no avail.
As for my mother, you are all right. I have been living the don't ask don't tell policy for years. I think
my mother is freaking out because deep down she knows she's wrong. She blamed me for
tearing the family apart, when really, it's the religion that has been doing it for years.
I am taking it as it comes...still have a job and I made the dean's list again at university. My son
is the best kid and my dog loves me even when I yell at her. :)